i know yuu are so in love with MISS ONG (:

2008-01-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

OKIE.
OKIE.
OKIE.
OKIE.

happy birthday to GF (:
once again
age doesn't matter.

okie.
we had a fun time in the pizza hut today.
yesh.
its noisy
but its fun as well.
l0ok like th0se ppl in pizzahut dun want us back anytime s0on
haha.

well.
fun time is alm0st 0ver.
time t0 hit the railways and become a speed bullet f0r pr0jects.
l0oks like its g0ing t0 be a t0ugh sem again.

time t0 hit the bed sheets t0o.
cause its LATE.

g0od night guys.
and girls.
and bi sexuals.
and trans sexuals

and t0 animals.
aliens.

and t0 y0u GF.
i <3 y0u (:

2008-01-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY. (:

I LOVE YOU <3

((:

2007-12-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

its late at night.

s0 its time t0 sleep.
trip wasn't s0 bad.
- 0ff the t0ur guide and the stupid jams.
0ver all its g0od.

l0oks like material l0st t0 sight seeing.
haha.

i'll update m0re next time
.

time t0 sleep.

y0ur still y0u.
y0u me.
me y0u.
me me.
y0u y0u.
y0ume.mey0u.

i l0ve y0u.
(:

2007-12-17T20:26:00.000+08:00

time f0r a update again.
tml i'll be 0ff fr0m sg.
s0 im c0nverting myself fr0m sg.
t0 thb.

h0lidays have started.
and i guess the prject g0t started t0o.
its hard i guess.

well.
i came in here t0 say dun call me f0r a week.
unless y0ur super rich.

haha.
0kie.
end 0f talk.

p.s.
l0ve is never ending.
cause its never ending.
and it will never end.
my l0ve last.
till the end.
with y0u.
(:

2007-12-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

*cough cough*
wow.
i see dust everywhere.
l0oks like i haven been here f0r a l0ng time.
and l0oks like.
sem2 year 2 is getting t0ugh.
with teachers wh0 dunn0 h0w t0 teach.
like.
COS.
-.-
with rushing deadlines.
with pr0jects.

but i guess.
the m0st impt thing is still.
acc0mpany my baby.
(:

0kie.
actually i came in here just t0 say.
"baby. i l0ve y0u."
(:
g0od night peeps.
and a great week.
haha.

2007-11-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

its a long time since i updated.

l0oks like things are getting hard t0 d0.
l0oks like year 2 sem2 is g0ing t0 be a t0ugh 0ne.

everything seems t0 be g0ing ar0und fine.
m0re peaceful then last sem.
and more relaxing even thou the timetable still sucks.
haha.

as time g0es by,
as we gr0w 0ld,
we n0tice that things started t0 be m0re and m0re clear t0 us.
maybe age is catching up 0n me.
im still t0o y0ung t0 say that th0u.

my legs are like g0nna give way any s0oner.
pls legs.
im only like 19.
so strengthen y0urselves up and prepare for go0d years ahead.
(:

and yesh my lishan
(:
i l0ve y0u.
(:

2007-11-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

its alm0st 1 am.
and baby is still d0ing all her w0rk.

its late baby.
relax and calm d0wn.
everything will be fine.
cause im with y0u.
(;

baby.
imissy0u t0day.
i w0rked f0r a day and i didn't see y0u.
and tml i had t0 w0rk t0o.
and wed.
and baby.
i'll d0 all the things with y0u baby.
(;
we can get thru this baby
i l0vey0u.
sleep early 0kie?
its late le.
and y0u wake up s0 early everyday.
(;

2007-11-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

0kie.
bed time.
time t0 sleep.
(:

L0oks like SDL is b0ring.
either its w0rk.
0r its study.

either it is.
time t0 sleep.
baby.
i l0ve y0u.
(:

and yesh.
im Vb-ing.
hile watching tv.
and thinking 0f y0u.
(:

2007-11-11T00:16:00.001+08:00

//if things are always wad we think.
i love to live in our own world.
in that little imaginary world we are in.

don say i don love yuu.
that sentence hurts me thou.
although how much i said that yuu don love me.
but its so not true.
seeing yuu leaving behind and sleeping alone makes me weak.
i hate night time.
thts when ive to leave yuu.

everytime yuu kissed me goodbye.
i always hope that yuu would hold me back into yr arms.
brrr..
i love yuu.
and i cant live wihtout yuu by my side motivating me thru.
yuu are always my pillar of strength to hope.
i love yuu.
and oops. i hid it from yuu.
(:

2007-11-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

its 1111pm.
tml is a freaking 8am class.
and till a l0ng l0gn 10 pm class.
its g0ing t0 be super l0ng.
t0o l0ng t0 be true.

8am - 10pm.
if sch0ol had a pay 0f 5/hr.
its 70 bucks.

f0rget ab0ut it.
tml is cisc0 test and presentation.
which is actually.
t0o fast.
week4 and 0ur f0rmal c0me killing in.

and m0rning classes and night class is making me sleepy.

1116.
im geting 0ut 0f stuffs t0 write.
my eyes are danggling with the stars in the skies.
g0od night.

p.s baby.
lets see h0w far and l0ng
we can g0.
i l0ve y0u (:

2007-11-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

dun say y0u dun need me.
dun say y0u dun want me.

i l0ve y0u.
(:

s0
everything is g0ing t0 be alright.
im n0t tired.
everything is d0ne f0r y0u.
(:

sleep early arhs ~~
g0od night baby.
(:

2007-10-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

i heard s0 many say.
but i never t0t i w0uld be in 0ne 0f it.

ppl say that a family breakup is 0ne 0f the w0rse things that can happen.
i guess i winded up in 0ne 0f it.

i think that is n0t the w0rse 0f all.
if y0ur family just breaks up like this.
its 0kie.

but its n0t 0kie when s0me unwanted guest c0mes in and stay.
f0ll0wed by 1,
2,
3.

fcuk them.
s0me ppl cl0se t0 me kn0ws my backgr0und and everything.
my baby kn0ws me the best.

i guess i just have t0 tahan f0r a week.
wh0 cares.

f0r the g0od part.
yesh.
this day is the day i managed t0 be with y0u.
and i wish f0r this day t0 c0me and c0me.

happy x 5 m0nths baby.
(:
i l0ve y0u.
and i will fulfill that pr0mise is made.
(:

2007-10-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

0kie a proper update.
haha.

i seri0usly dun want t0 finish my lesss0ns in 30 times.
bucks is the p0rblem.
time is the pr0blem.

i think im pr0gressing well.
and i h0pe i can d0 better yet.

tml sch0ol is 0ut t0 930.
and 0ther "rush f0r 0ur dinner" day.
which is s0 tupid 0f the dept that created this timetable.

its true.
lectuerers are m0re 38 the us.
and they have t0 set a better example next time.
and n0t t0 be yacking in the lift n0n - st0p.

0ur sch0ol fees seems pretty wasted 0n these ppl.
haha.

i'll g0 t0 sleep n0w.
my head hurts.
h0pe i dun get sick anytime.

baby.
ILY (:

2007-10-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

rain is s0 big right n0w.
and i have driving tml at 8am.
w0w.

week2 starts.
engines starts t0 run.

g0od night guys.

and g0od night baby.
(:
i l0ve y0u.
<3

2007-10-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

1st week.
study blues?
n0pe.

its call the.
after h0liday m0od sickness.

buck up.
bucks up.

sch0ol w0rk seems fine.
and pressure is pushing in.
with all the timetable falling in.
and the projects and presentation.
its g0ing t0 be a hell 0f a sem.

guess r0ute t0 year3 is n0 easy after all.
im getting sl0w in my driving.
bucks fact0r is pulling my leg.

lets h0pe 0ne day i can drive s0mething with 4 wheels.

fun times with y0u flies.
(:
l0ves fly.
but it flys in bwt b0th 0f us.
cause its n0t g0ing t0 leave.

2007-10-16T23:11:00.001+08:00

0kie i have 10 mins.

s0 i'll type 10 lines in 10 mins.
1 min 1 line.
fair right?
haha.

things in the past are meant t0 be kept.
things in the past are meant t0 be f0rg0tten.

h0wever.
things in the present are meant t0 be cherish.
things in the present are meant t0 be rememebered.

s0.
the 0nes y0u l0ve n0w.
is the thing that are meant t0 be f0rever.

baby.
im n0t perfect in any simple way.
i might n0t be s0me rich kid 0f fr0m a fancy c0nd0 bl0ck near 0rchard district.

but im 0ne guy wh0 wants t0 l0ve y0u.
s0 y0u gave me the chance.
and im taking it.
(:

yesh.
i l0ve y0u.
(:

2007-10-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

a w0nderful first day in sch0ol.

...

actually i didn't stay much in sch0ol.
i was missing f0r 1 less0n and 1 h0ur late f0r an0ther.

i g0t n0thing much t0night.
lets h0pe i can wake up tml.

start 0f the sem.
lets lay s0me things i want t0 d0.
1: driving.
2: results.
3: l0ve my baby m0re.

0kie thats basically eveything.
ending speech.

<> - the pr0mises. says (11:44 PM):
l0ve her and d0te her and marry her and stay with her f0rever and take care 0f her f0rever.

need i say much?
haha.
(:

2007-10-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

i didn't update for a long time.
super long.

i guess this isn't going to be about the new age of scho0l sem c0ming.
im ready f0r sch0ol.
but.

i dunn0 what he is thinking.
if he thinks that he is making the right decisi0ns.
i have n0 say.
he says 0kie.
i can'[t say anything.
he thinks he have a ability t0 feed an0ther m0uth.
i have n0 say.
i can 0nly say.
i h0pe that he can d0 what he peach.
cause its n0t ab0ut him 0nly.
its a ab0ut the h0use we live in.
a br0ken h0me.
a br0ken family.

since its already in pieces.
why b0ther t0 piece it back by adding m0re t0 a certain p0rti0n?
i dunn0 wh0 is c0rrect,
wh0 is wr0ng.

but i 0nly kn0w 0ne thing.
i g0t s0me0ne else with me.
thats all that matters.
i l0ve her.
i d0n't care ab0ut the h0me i live in n0w.
cause i think shes my everything.
thats the everything i have.
(:

2007-09-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

0kie.
im s0rry f0r being g0ne f0r the past few weeks.
w0rk life is b0ring and t0ugh.

th0u my readers are 0nly a few.
haha.

im 19~
which is n0t s0 big new either.
thanks f0r the ppl wh0 wished me.
(:

m0st imptly.
this p0st is dedicated t0 my gf.
my baby.
(:
thanks f0r the w0nderful evening.
th0u the s0ngs sing like never ending.
thanks f0r the presents y0u gave.
thanks f0r spending y0ur evening with me.
thanks f0r being with me.
thanks f0r l0ving me.
thanks f0r everything y0u did.

i l0ve y0u baby (:
happy 4th m0nth.
i h0pe that 0ur time t0gether will be 25 h0urs.
cause 1 h0ur will be 0nly y0u and me.
(:
im fixing it.
im fixing it.
y0ur will see th0se tw0 s0on.
(:
i l0ve y0u;
g0od night.

<3

2007-09-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

i ...

miss my baby.

<3

2007-09-03T00:21:00.000+08:00

just a quick update.

an0ther day passed
1 week.
6 weeks left t0 sch starts.
and results are 0ut fast this time r0und.

s0.
lets wait.

ending m0ve.
baby.
i l0ve y0u.
(:

2007-08-31T23:46:00.000+08:00

g0od night peeps.
haha.

i g0t nth much t0 say.
th0u i d0wnl0ad games.

i'll g0 d0 s0me ER 0n a deskt0p.
and see if its 0kie mahs.

gameb0y is n0t appealing anym0re.
while during the exams it was s0 tempting.
i want my psp back.
haha.

br0's ps2 died t0o.
when is my ps3 c0ming?

yesh baby.
i l0ve y0u.
(:

2007-08-31T00:51:00.000+08:00

great day.

exams makes me feel stressless.
haha.
but.
its b0ring cause i dunn0 what t0 d0 each day.
i dun have the feel t0 g0 and t0rture myself with w0rk just yet.
(:

and i l0ve sch0ol.
i get t0 see my baby everyday.
i get t0 see my frds.
and i get t0 t0rtured by h0mew0rk and pr0jects.
the hectic life when time passes s0 fast.

6 weeks 0f h0lidays.
1.2k 0f bucks t0 earn.

baby.
i l0ve y0u.
i had a great day with y0u t0day.
and the dinner was t0o nice and great t0o.
theres m0re t0 c0me.
many many t0 c0me.
(:
unrealistic deadlines?
lets make it real s0meday.
(:

2007-08-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

w0oho0.
time f0r an update.

exams are over.
holidays are here.

playtime is g0nna be 0ver s0on.
here c0me w0rklife.

2007-08-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

finally.
weekends are 0ver.

t0rturing and hard weekends as usual.
being l0w paid and high demands.

n0w i really w0nder when my pay is g0nna c0me.
its might n0t mean al0t t0 y0u.
it means al0t t0 me.
i need the bucks m0re then anything else.

my life with0ut bucks it like killing me.
and its a instant K.O.
and exams are r0und the c0rner t0o.

everything is what he says.
but n0thing he said is ever d0ne.
c0nculsi0n.
hes a bullshit guy.

might as well use my pair 0f hands t0 keep me alive and g0ing.
i guess s0methings are all i have left.

i have aches all over my b0dy.
my baby can hear my b0nes cracking everything im with her.
when i squat.
the s0und 0f the nerves,
the j0ints.

lets f0rget all ab0ut this.

time t0 g0 back t0 my b.
p.s
baby.
s0rry f0r leaving y0u al0ne f0r the weekends.
im back t0 y0u tml.
and prata will be delivered.
(:
i l0ve y0u.

2007-08-17T01:05:00.000+08:00

finally.
after a restart and everything is finally fine.
it t0ok 7 mins t0 reb0ot.
guess its a sl0w 256 ram lappy afterall;

its g0nna be friday again.
time flies.
s0 fast.
and an0ther week,
exams will be here.
its time t0 buck up.

weekends i have t0 w0rk again.
what a w0nderful weekend.
and i cann0t see my b.
...

its late.
1am.
and i still g0t t0ns 0f stuffs t0 be d0ne.
maybe this time r0und.
i can d0 better f0r exams.
c0ffeebean sessi0n was great.
haha.

p.s
seeing y0u smile everyday.
seeing y0u laught everyday.
thats what i want.
thats my b that i kn0w.
(:

2007-08-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

quick sh0rt 0ne.

next week exams will start.
and i guess all 0f the ppl is trying t0 study while getting things int0 their head.

me t0o.
but i and b used an0ther way t0 get things int0 0ur head.
things like.
drama.
haha.

i never t0t i can mem0rise a chapter in a wh0le b0ok.
haha.
but i did.
maybe is the acc0mpany and the m0tivati0n t0 d0 well.
0r better.

things will end 0n 29th aug 1030am.
its will c0me s0on.
real s0on.

im still l0oking f0rward t0 m0re 0utings.
0h ya.
d0nuts.
l0ng queue.
guess i will stick t0 breadtalks.

p/s
b.
im waiting f0r y0ur smth.
and y0ur eff0rt 0n that smth.
(:
i <3 y0u baby.
sleep!~

2007-08-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

w0nder why the sh0rt p0st?

cause i said things i want t0 say in the emails i sent.

w0rking in my dad place.
its a t0rture.
th0u im being s sha0ye.
haha.
but.
nvm.
sha0ye then sha0ye.
haha.

baby.
faster bath 0ut.
and msn (:
<3

2007-08-10T21:49:00.000+08:00

i guess i g0t ar0und 10 - 20 mins t0 finish this p0st.
ha.

l0oks like tml im starting w0rk again.
and i c0uldn't bear t0 leave her al0ne just yet.
but still i t0ld my dad i w0uld be w0rking f0r him this week.

guys's life is all ab0ut bucks i think.
maybe i w0rked t0 buy the things that my dad c0uldn't give.
and t0 save up f0r my future.

she uds why i have t0 w0rk.
she uds that i have t0 w0rk.
and im really glad that she uds.
(:

maybe bucks are impt t0 0ur life.
but i guess.
s0methings are w0rth w0rking hard f0r.
like f0r my future.
f0r her.
and f0r me.

io pr0mised.
6 years.
i w0uld get all my things d0ne.
and i w0uld be 0n my right track 0f life.

0kie.
en0ugh 0f the talking.
shes c0ming 0ut s0on i think.
haha.

p/s.
i pr0mised y0u 6 years.
and i will get it 0n.
my everything.
(:
yesh b.
i'll miss y0u greatly.
like h0w i t0ld y0u.
i l0ve y0u
(:(:(:

2007-08-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

NDP.

n0, s0rry singap0re.
im n0t that enthu ab0ut y0ur birthday.

im just a pers0n happened t0 be b0rn 0n this land.
s0.
n0 hard feelings eh.
haha.

time t0 say g0odbye t0 my dad's carcar.
the t0y0ta vi0s.
n0t even 1 year old.
and its getting t0 be s0ld.

1.5L.
sp0rts rims.
and full b0dy kits.
t0o bad.
y0ur n0t g0nna bel0ng t0 me.
0r im make y0u int0 bumblebee.
yell0w and black.

p/s.
b.
y0u will get t0 watch it.
dun be jeal0us.
when y0u can head 0ut.
i'll be there t0 bring y0u t0 watch it.
(:

2007-08-09T00:41:00.000+08:00

sch0ol ended.
exams are c0ming.

g0od luck t0 us.

things changed.
ppl change.

after a haircut.
after a change 0f cl0thes.
ppl char changes.
frm bad t0 w0rse.
acting c0ol.
acting.
and m0re acting.

guess hes n0t a guy after all.
a man dun d0 all what he d0es.

time t0 sleep instead 0f talking ab0ut him.
g0od night ppl.

p.s.
baby.
i l0ve y0u.
(:
using the 0ld traditi0nal way 0f telling y0u.

2007-08-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

tml is the final day 0f sem2 yr1.
after the c# test tml.
and everything is g0nna be just fine.

except f0r exams that are c0ming s0on.

and this weekend.
i guess im starting w0rk again.
life is hard with0ut freed0m 0f bucks.
and my dad's w0rkplace is a t0rture.
w0oden chips.
b0ards.
dusts.
and sweat.

but my dad w0rked it f0r decades.
i guess i can t0o.

10 h0urs a day.
40 bucks.

..
nvm rahs.
its helping my dad.
s0 i guess lets n0t nag ab0ut the m0ney part.

this sem happend t0ns 0f stuff.
t0o many twists.
and revealing 0f many masks.

but wh0 cares.

i shud get back t0 0op s0on.
CP n0t d0ne.

im a very happy guy.
with a very happy GF.
and a very happy life.
(:

2007-08-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

if its easy t0 please s0me0ne.
then the w0rld will be at peace.

a wh0le w0rld spins.
and many things lead it t0 spin.

pressure is given when expectations are made.
its hard t0 strike a balance in everything we d0.
what we can d0 is try.

when we balance,
we have t0 let g0 s0me,
take in s0me.

in such a p0int.
its hard t0 balance.
when we manage t0 balance.
thats when things g0 well.

a pers0n al0ne cann0t balance.
many things c0ntributes t0 this thing.

as such.
im here t0 balance it with y0u.
(:
b.
and im here.
i l0ve y0u. (:
and g0od night.

2007-08-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

its g0nna be a sh0rt p0st again.

if theres 0ne thing in my life i will never l0se.
its y0u.

the 10 sentences i t0ld y0u.
the sh0rtcut y0u t0ld me.

thats h0w much i l0ve y0u.
and thats h0w much y0u l0ve me.

i'll never leave y0u,
like y0u'll ever leave me.

the time i spent with y0u.
the time i have y0u.
thats the time i cherish m0st.

the pages 0f 0ur st0ry never ended.
and it'll never end.

i l0ve y0u b. (:

2007-08-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

updates.

sch was dumb.
2 h0ur class.
and n0 less0ns after that.

0kie my st0nes chargin at last.
it didn't die 0n me.
s0 i guess st0ne can last l0ng.

tml is a l0ng day again.
and tml is the w0rse 0f all.
WAD, IADP.
thats all.
m0nday testes.
and c#.

and then the exams.
and its the earn bucks times.

n0 matter where i am,
what i d0.
im thinking 0f y0u.
(:
iluvy0u b.

2007-08-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

t0day.
im super happy t0day.
0r 0therwise kn0wn by "super high"

maybe its the dear acc0mpany i had f0r a wh0le day t0day.
and n0t having t0 w0rrying ab0ut IADP 0r pr0ject while t0gether with her.
and lastly, the things we talked ab0ut.

its the feelings that made me super happy t0day.

ever heard 0f the ch0colate called kinder surprise?
yes its f0r kids.

but the surprise can be anything.
i came back h0me.
and l0oked int0 the fridge.
and f0und a pack 0f thing with my name written 0n it.
its my mum's handwritting.
chinese and english.

when i 0pened it up,
i f0und a merci ch0co.
and then that m0ment.
i feel like i was g0nna burst.
f0r a wh0le m0nth 0r 2,
i didn't see her,
i didn't called her much.
and i didn't really remember her.

and such,
my mum remembers me.
and she kn0ws the things i have been g0ing thru in sch in terms 0r pr0jects.
the part time w0rk i had t0 d0.
and she sends me a pack 0f ch0co.

its great t0 have a mum.
its greater t0 have her at h0me with y0u.
its the greastest when y0u kn0w that y0ur mum still l0ves y0u and rememebers y0u,
even when shes n0t with y0u everytime.

0kie.
get back t0 w0rk and study.
i kn0w that theres pe0ple wh0 care f0r me ar0und.
espically my baby,

and baby, i l0ve y0u.
the things y0u t0ld me.
i'll remember it and filfull it with y0u.
(:

and mum.
i miss y0u back h0me.

2007-08-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

breakfast
lunch
dinner
supper

i think i had 4 meals t0day.
i think i ate t0o much.
and s0me kid fr0m dunn0 where still ask me t0 eat 15 pieces.

things went well t0day.
guess class is getting sm0oth.
maybe pr0jects jammed up the wh0le thinking in my brain.
s0 n0w the b0ttlenecks are clear.
things w0rk better.

appetite t0o.
.
but i think i ate t0o much.
t0o t0o much.
i even walked the l0nger distance h0me t0 digest.
t0o much 0ily f0od f0r these three days.

charging my baby mp3.
and charging my st0ne.

s0 thing will n0t g0 wr0ng the next time she switches it 0n.

baby. i l0ve y0u t0o.
tml is 0ur day again.
(:

2007-07-31T00:48:00.000+08:00

bedtime st0ries.

0nce a up0n a time,
there was a b0y and a girl in class.
they b0th had feeling f0r each 0ther.

but the girl didn't want t0 have a r/s in class.
s0 the b0y wanted t0 wait f0r the day they seprated class,
s0 that he will have a chance t0 be with her.

0ne day,
the girl gave up everything t0 be with the b0y.
and the b0y gave everything t0 be with the girl.

and the b0y and the girl held in hands,
and walked t0gether.

f0r this st0ry had n0 end.
cause the hands they held will never be let g0.
and the same 3 w0rds stays with each 0ther.

il0vey0u.
baby. yes i d0.
(:

2007-07-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

in the midst of trying to study jap, test plan.
i wanted t0 lie 0n the bed and just dr0p dead.
weather is making me feel sleepy.

what a great sunday.
and studying and w0rking in c0ffee bean is great.
th0u we need a cup 0f m0cha 0r pure ch0co.
and a lappy with l0ng life.

tml,
jap test.
i g0t a l0w D f0r the half sem 40%.
think that it can g0 t0 high c?
.

i dun wan t0 think.
im tryin t0 keep as awake as p0ssible.
s0 i can study f0r jap.

0o well.
my baby is d0ne with her test plan.
time t0 c0n't 0n mine.
haha.

its simple.
c0ffee bean's chat was great.
s0 i have these few w0rds f0r y0u.
i <3 y0u. like i always will d0.
(:

FRENCH AND JAP TIME.

2007-07-28T12:44:00.000+08:00

In a midst of the after0on.
while waiting f0r raven t0 get d0ne with his tut0ring.
and sitting in KF,
with s0 ppl,
with s0 little st0res opened.
and a cup 0f c0ffee.

the weathers' n0t g0od n0wadays.
c0ld winds bl0w 0nto the skin like c0ld ice.
and rain p0ured like free fl0w c0ke in buffet.

everything ended 0n the friday.
IADP pr0ject,
c#.

and exams and heavy weightage tests are coming s0on.
s0 let h0pe that i can get d0wn t0 study 0r smth.
and such.
this sem's results aren't g0nna be g0od.
i l0athe studying textb0oks.
and i l0thes typing c0des.
whats m0re,
im m0re 0f a hands 0ne guy.
with m0re brawns then brains.

this sem passed with a blink 0f an end.
many things happend.
we learnt t0 see wh0 stands by the right side 0f the r0ad.
and wh0 stands in the shad0w with red blinking eyes.

lets h0pe that sch0ol will get better.

-

indeed.
i feel like we knew each 0ther f0r a l0ng time.
like we were meant t0 be with each 0ther.
i realised i ain't a very gentle guy afterall.
haha.
cause i always never fail t0 make y0u 0uch 0nce a day.
so,
life is going to be beautiful.
cause its g0nna be with y0u.
i<3u (:

2007-07-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

im hungry at this p0int 0f time.
dunn0 why.

but the dinner at KFC is a fun rahs.
with th0se p0rtrait 0f birds hanging ar0und.
then th0se .c0m sutffs.

and right.
c# tml.
and iadp next day.

whether i finished an0t.
friday is the deadline.
s0 i can d0 n0thing ab0ut it.
im prepared f0r anything that is g0nna be thr0wn at me.
after friday and thats it.

sleep is what we all missed 0ut.
time is running 0ut.
and my baby still haven finished her rep0rt.
and tml we have a l0ng day 0f IADP.

h0ld y0ur hands and walk the way.
cause the path never ends.
and we'll walk t0gether.
(:

2007-07-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

c0untd0wn 2 days.

i g0t n0thing much t0 say ab0ut sch0ollife.
cause its just t0 dark.
undergr0unds digging.

its just the gr0up 0f pe0ple y0u mix ar0und with everyday.
c0rrect ppl, c0rrect things d0ne.

d0ne.
thats f0r sch0ol.

p.s
baby.

im here with y0u.
im here f0rever with y0u.
when y0u turn, y0u see me just beside y0u.
when y0u fall, y0u see me catching y0u.

cause im here with y0u.
24/7.

il0vey0u. (:

2007-07-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

time is flying.

tuesday.
wednesday.
thursday.

.
3 days.
2 projects.
and im having t0o much late nights.

and still dunn0 h0w t0 get s0me things d0ne.
im n0t stupid.
im lazy.
but i think i still need a guidance.
haha.

i dun hvae m0nday blues.
i 0nly g0t wake up blues.
i can wake up and switch 0ff the alarm.
and g0 back t0 sleep.
funny eh?

0h well.
lets just get d0ne with the pr0jects.
and get ready f0r the tests and exams.

i'll take y0ur hand. and never let g0.
like h0w i gave you my heart.
and never want y0u t0 return it.
baby (:

2007-07-23T00:08:00.000+08:00

5 days t0 IADP.
4 days t0 c#.

im n0t intending t0 waste my time 0n c#.
cause i guess IADP is m0re impt than it.

GPA might dr0p this sem.
cause w0rk really made a mess 0ut 0f me.

and luckily t0day i figured 0ut all the DB stuffs.
whats left is,
m0re hell.

after week is 0ver.
then testes will c0me.
sch0ol is like that.

i quitted fr0m the jungles
and g0ing back t0 the w0rld 0f w0odent chips.
maybe hands-0n w0rk is better f0r ppl like me.

tml is m0nday.
and i g0t t0ns 0f stuffs left und0ne.

arh.
time shud be en0ugh.
which means 2-3am everyday again.
..

g0od night guys.

and g0od night baby (:
i'll be waiting f0r y0ur msg.

2007-07-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

i hate m0ney matters.
..

anyway.
finally i can get s0 sleep t0night.
s0 that i can wake up fresh in the m0rnings again.
next week is a maj0r pr0ject week.

im s0 stuck 0n IADP.
and n0t pr0gressing 0n c#.
..

and i guess the LIME mag was c0rrect.
1 $ 0ut 0f 5.
haha.

anyway. i can't blame it.
like its s0 hard t0 earn bucks 0n pr0ject week.

and my frd kept 0n asking me t0 j0in him in MLM.
s0 stupid.

and t0day test was like finally.
a sm0oth sailing 1.
like all the test be4, just makes me see.
and just dunn0 h0w t0 d0.
.

tml i have t0 w0rk again.
like finally i dun need t0 t0rture myself until 12am and 1 am just because 0f w0rk anym0re.
and n0 m0re 35% disc0unt 0n B&J.

0kie. it nearing 11am.
and baby said she'll sleep early t0day.
and i h0pe s0.

im here t0 pat y0u t0 sleep everynight.
t0 be there f0r y0u everyday.
th0u i have t0 w0rk f0r reas0ns y0u kn0w.
i kn0w y0u uds.
and im really blessed t0 have y0u as my dear baby.
il0vey0u (:

2007-07-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

its late.
and my baby is still n0t sleeping.

im finally d0ne with the assignment.
and next week is an0ther hectic week again.
all the projects are due.
i had late nights f0r c0uple 0f days n0w.

and the weather is super c0oling.
like its killing me.

i g0t nth much t0 say anyway.
just a sh0rt update.

g0od night ppl.
and g0od night baby (:
f0r i t0ld y0u umpteen times,
and im still g0nna keep telling y0u.
i w0uldnt leave y0u.

like.
OVER MY DEAD BODY.
(:

2007-07-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

its late.

and after reading s0me bl0gs.
i guess im sleepy.
cause im just laughing.
.

t0day class went fine.
like nth happend.
h0w g0od. h0w well.

anyway.
im 0ut 0f this class.
and i l0st a frd.
s0.
n0 ch0ice.
fate make it that way.

its 125 am!
and im trying t0 get the assignment d0ne asap.
s0 i can finish it s0on.
s0 i can help 0ut tml.

tml is an0ther studying day.
SE,
0op.
and IADP assignment.

g0od night ppl.
0r g0od night t0 the 0ne reading it.
i l0ok f0ward t0 the end 0f this sem.

the darkside.
hate leads t0 anger.
anger leads t0 pain.
pain leads t0 suffering.

l0ok at the bright side 0f life.
cause life is still w0nderful.
cause we are stil y0ung.
we still g0t l0ts t0 live.
l0t l0ts.

tml is an0ther fun day with y0u.
(:

2007-07-16T22:01:00.000+08:00

its ended.
i h0pe.

cause there is n0thing else that can be d0ne.
maybe fate has a way with playing with ppl.
tml,
let just g0 t0 class with a mask.
and pretend that nth has happened.

and i h0pe that th0se reading my bl0g.
can just st0p asking ab0ut the incident.
it left a scar in a girls heart.

speaking 0f which.
JC.
needs t0 gr0w up.
and v0ice 0ut.
and act like a man.
n0t because that he was t0ld t0 leave.
and he leaves.
y0u need t0 have y0ur 0wn thinking s0on.
and s0rry.
i cann0t have lunch with y0u.
n0r the grp can.

we are trying t0 av0id pr0blems.
m0re pr0blems that might arise.
s0,
lets just ig0nre all these.
and just d0 what we meant t0 d0.
whic is study.

just d0n't chicken m0ve.
n0b0dy can take anym0re 0f this shit.
really.
i dun care h0w ppl see us 0r smth.
cause we kn0w that we are clear.
we did nth wr0ng.
and jc to0.

i miss the times where jc can sit by my grp and eat.
thats.
life.

th0u mr jaric dun kn0w my bl0g 0r smth.
i still have t0 say.
i seri0usly am s0rry.
everytime in y0ur less0n.
i either run away.
0r s0methings just lead t0 me being MIA.

and tml i'll be appearing f0r the 9am class.
and h0pe that.
i dun need t0 see faces fr0m ppl.

tml is just g0nna be a happy day.
(:(:

s0meb0dy is CSI-ing.
but its like 1025 n0w.
an0ther 35 mins and she'll be back t0 d0 w0rk.

y0u have ppl standing by y0u.
and c0vering y0u.
s0 what if n0b0dy believes y0u.
i kn0w y0u are clear.
and right,
y0ur mum is right.
just ign0re them.

even if they slam their feets and thr0w their bags.
they'll get tired 0ne day.
when they gr0w 0ld.
they'll think h0w childish they are.
h0w stupid they are.

its just a t0tal j0ke.
laugh at it.
cause its a j0ke.
think 0f it as a j0ke.
cause life is just a j0ke s0metimes.

1030.
time t0 get d0wn t0 w0rk.

2007-07-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

it feels g0od.

t0 receive a call in midnight fr0m the 0ne y0u l0ve.
hearing her laugh.
hearing her talk.

and reminding her that everything is 0kie.
h0w i wish t0 hug y0u n0w.
and make y0u g0 t0 bed.

but i kn0w,
we all have things yet t0 be d0ne.

s0, lets finish them.
(:

if i lay here, if i just lay here.
w0uld y0u lay with me, and just f0rget everything?

2007-07-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

Im updating.

n0w i kn0w, updating in starbucks is n0t fun.
i g0t a l0ng queue behind me,
and surr0unded by s0 many ppl.

then they l0ok at my c0mputer screen like as if they are seeing a m0vie.

but wh0 cares.
..

we g0t t0ns 0f stuffs t0 d0.
t0ns 0f h0mew0rk and assignments t0 settle.
and in this weekend.
what i did?

eh.
half d0ne BPO.
0% 0n iadp.
im s0 dead.

and week 15 is the ending.

t0o much things happened.
t0o many pr0blems arised.
t0o many things t0 be d0ne.

and t0o many w0rds t0 be said t0 y0u.
ytd night.
y0u said i had the "im dying" face.

its n0t the im dying face.
its the "y0u kn0w my answer" face.
when y0u said th0se things last night.
y0u w0uld kn0w my answer.

i t0ld y0u t0ns 0f times.
and t0ns m0re i will say if y0u ask again.

im staying by y0u.
(:

2007-07-14T09:32:00.000+08:00

i did s0mething wr0ng again.
and i was the 0ne talking ab0ut it.

i did't wish t0 l0se her.
i didn't want her t0 g0 back t0 her w0rld.

i wanted t0 selfishly keep her by my side.
like i always did.

i wanted t0 bring her back.
and d0 everything i can f0r her.

cause she d0ne everything f0r me.
and im d0ing everything i can f0r her.

can i still stay by her?
please.
can i?

i cann0t l0se y0u.
i cann0t leave y0u.

if she dies, i die t0o.

2007-07-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

did i ruin things with my hands?

did it?

i dun wan t0 l0se her.
she dies, i die.

I LOVE HER.

2007-07-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

...

a quick 0ne.
cause im tired and shes tired and everyb0dy is tired t0o.

ended the thursday 0n a happy n0te.
and revealing my hist0ry 0n h0w w0oden bl0ck came ab0ut.

next week is super hectic.
and i decided t0 quit fr0m stupid night safari.
cause its n0t nice t0 w0rk there anym0re.

and my dad needs help.
c0ming h0me at 11 always.
and having t0 eat deep fried fish.
..

s0metimes im n0t afraid t0 d0 s0methings.
but its the c0ntr0l i have 0n myself.
the i dun wan t0 l0se y0u fact0r.
dun w0rry.
im still in the pr0cess 0f being a g0od b0y.
haha.

g0od night (:
and the same 0ld w0rds 0ver again.

2007-07-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

time t0 bl0g be4 i g0 bath.

...

i g0t actully n0thing much t0 say.
cause im tired 0f everything.

t0day was great.
n0thing much t0 be said.
i said what i wanted t0 tell y0u inside the cinema.

its 0ur 0wn w0rld.
peace and quiet.

transformers were great.
3/5 stars.

why 3?
first.
the battle was bwt them was.
n0t that exciting.

the little tiny r0b0t was dest0ryed by its 0wn flying disc.
h0w lame.

megatr0n death was super lame.
kill by a b0x?
...

JAZZ DIED.
the m0st stylist car was ripped int0 2.

bumblebee l0st his legs.
haha.

i'll watch transf0rmer again if i get a chance t0.
cause the graphics is nice.

tml is sch again.
2 weeks left t0 finish what we have t0.

(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

2007-07-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

think t0 update be the cl0ck hits 12.

2 weeks t0 iadp.
and this sem is ending s0on.

the sp0tlights 0n this sem was m0ving ar0und.
t0pics popped 0ut everywhere.
it sh0ne 0n mine f0r a while.
and shifted t0 an0ther s0 s0on.

M-18 LEGAL AGE PARTY.
HOST.
me.
MC.
raven.

haha.
it is the "break all the laws 0f 17yrs old be4 cl0cks hit 12 night."
..
lame.

anyway.
2 m0re days t0 a particular BOY de bdae.
lets see if he 'll grow to a GUY mahs.

p.s.
g0od night and sleep early.
tml is mac breakfast day.
and 0ne thing is right.
my f0rte is waiting f0r y0u (:

2007-07-09T00:24:00.000+08:00

sat and sun.
w0rking days.
after 13 days 0f 0ff days.
i went back t0 w0rk.

and what was the first sentence they said.
"i t0t y0u died?"
"never quit meh?"

...
weekends are always hectic.
i dunn0 why.
ytd was w0rse.
striaght n0 dinner.
t0day.
n0 dinner.

im hungry.
real hungry.
but its t0o c0ld t0 walk 0ut t0 buy f0od fr0m 7-11.

tml is m0nday.
which means sch0ol.
and pr0jects 0nce again.

i dun wan t0 w0rk at that place anym0re.
im n0t a racist.
but the am0unt 0f ppl w0rking there is like s0 unbalanced.
i was suddenly s0 left 0ut.
cause all 0f them were malays.

anyway.
its time f0r j0b hunt.

time f0r the seri0us part.
i read ur* bl0g.
and.

i wanted t0 say smth.

im n0t g0nna leave y0u.
when will yuu gonna be annoyed with me?
im n0t g0nna be ann0yed with y0u.
when will yuu get irritated with me?
im n0t g0nna be irritated by y0u.
when will yuu hate everything about me?
i dun hate y0ur everything.
when will yuu switched off with every single thing i told yuu?
i dun switch 0ff ab0ut everything y0u said.
when will yuu forgot wad i had ever tell yuu?
i w0uldn't f0rget.
when will yuu forgot wad are my preferences?
half cup ice and m0re.
when will yuu found me a brat? a kid or even a bitch?
brat, kid and bitch is what i f0und in y0u.
when will yuu found me not compatible for yuu?
y0ur the 0ne f0r me.
when will yuu found me not the one for yuu?
until the day i die.
when will yuu stop saying how much yuu miss me?
never.
when will yuu stop saying how much yuu love me?
never ever.
when will yuu say i ruin yuu?
never ever ever.
when will yuu say goodbye to me without looking behind?
n0 way.
when will yuu slap me and tell me that yuu hate me?
if i d0 that and i'll die infr0nt 0f y0u.
when will yuu stop loving me?
till a met0r c0mes d0wn t0 earth and hits me.
when will yuu stop hugging me in yr arms?
until i l0st my arms.

final say.
i l0ve y0u.
even after years.
the same things still stays.
cause,
thats what i was prepared t0 d0 f0r y0u.

2007-07-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

t0night.

i had a great day.
a great acc0mpany.

i believed that everything was s0 happy.
things were g0ing well.

things might be abit t0o fast?
i felt that i made a decisi0n in my life.
i yearn f0r s0me0ne s0 much.
and i l0ve s0me0ne s0 much.

everytime i hugged her,
i felt a surge 0f happiness filling me in.
i was sucked int0 s0mething filled with j0y.

i h0ped t0 be with her everyday.
t0 let her feel at ease and happy.
and i wished that everything i did will make her smile.

the i heart y0u fact0r lies in b0th 0f us.
and i wish 0ur st0ry can be written with n0 ending.

and i just want t0 say 0nce m0re.
i l0ve y0u.

2007-07-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

We came from a l0ng hist0ry.

n0,

we had a l0ng hist0ry.
fr0m reas0ns s0metimes stupid.
and f0r reas0ns s0metimes s0 funny.

thurdays was never 0ur day.
really and i dunn0 why.

like everything will be s0 happy,
then s0mething in the skies just make us fight.

i meant nth t0 what i said.
thats why i prefer t0 talk face t0 face.
rather then 0n msn 0r s0mething.
cause misunderstanding leads t0 s0 many stuffs.
t0o much t0 the extend that i had t0 bite s0mething s0 that my 0ld habit w0uldn't c0me back.

i MIA.
cause i dunn0 what t0 d0.
and i g0 and hide and think.
simple terms.
im running away.
super stupid and useless way.

next time ,
when thursday c0mes.
im g0nna be prepared.

t0day was happy.
and i want t0 end it in the same way.

s0metimes i think my mum is c0rrect.
i dunn0 h0w t0 pamper girls.
yar.
seri0us.
i suck at that part.
being GM is nth c0mpared t0 that.

and n0w i kn0w that my way 0f pampering is wr0ng.
super wr0ng.
time t0 change.

wait i g0t t0 thank s0me ppl.
1st:
SIS.
i am grateful t0 y0u everytime.
y0u are like 0ne she can c0unt 0n t0 msg me.
haha.
yar. y0ur bag and y0ur s0ftt0y.
s0meday an0ther guy will c0me by and give them t0 y0u.

2nd:
Aisya.
w0ots.
y0u must be a fire engine s0metimes.
cause y0u really can c0ol ppl d0wn.
i shud get a pipe fr0m y0u next time.
haha.

3rd:
DDG.
LOL.
talk to you sometimes is talking to wall.
cause everytime i tell y0u smth,
y0u will just "GGed".

i g0t a sensitive, c0mplicated, unreas0nable brat as a GF.
s0?
iluvher.
(:

n0 barney s0ngs.
-.-

2007-07-05T00:20:00.000+08:00

time to sleep.
n0 m0re 2 ams.

haha.

s0 im waiting f0r mr raven t0 finish with the rep0rt.
and im d0ne.

JC is having a hard time n0w,
trying t0 finish all his w0rk.

lets h0pe he has time.

then tml is presentation day.
i still dunn0 whether t0 wear full f0rmal,
0r half.

and g0od luck t0 raven.
as it all 0nly c0mes d0wn t0 1 question.

time t0 sleep.
and g0od night.
bye~
and tml presentation.
g0od luck bahs.

dinner night ((:

2007-07-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

Just when i t0t i finished SE.
i reached h0me and f0und 0ut.

i messed up,
t0 think this small thing can kill me.

and i dun wan t0 g0 search f0r a lab and use r0se again.
i'll edit using ms d0c.
its p0ssible.
but really tr0ubles0me.

thursday its the end 0f SE.
and pr0t0type 0f C#.

then we are left with IADP t0 g0.
like we need t0 f0cus all 0f 0ur attenti0n 0n IADP f0r 3 weeks.
t0 practically finish it.

im feeling super sleepy n0w.
my rep0rt,
ppt,
diagrams.

tml i will finish it.
with 0r with0ut c0ffee.

h0neym0on (:

2007-07-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

week 12.

time t0 buck up.
after listening t0 big br0 and girl.
l0oks like i disapp0inted al0t 0f ppl.
including.
myself.

l0oks like i shagged f0r 12 weeks.
l0oks like i neglected studies f0r 12 weeks.
l0oks like i fragged myself f0r 12 weeks.

im left with 5 weeks t0 g0.
can i turn back the tables?
i need t0 get back 0n life.
and n0t bucks life.

dinner with big br0 is always s0 unpredictable.
he can em0 until y0u want t0 whack him.
and he can make y0u crazy until y0u wan t0 die.

anyway.
i wish him lucks 0n his stuffs.

l0oks like s0me0ne g0t his stuffs repaired?
g0od luck t0 him t0o.

me?
im happy (:
and i kn0w its time i get d0wn t0 b0oks.

*if life is a j0ke. then why are we laughing?
- dead! - MCR

2007-07-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

0k,
bef0re i get started.

did y0u all have a g0od dinner?
i had a simple 0ne.
simple t0 the fact its t0o simple.
h0w simple was it.

this simple.

..

cann0t rahs,
im stil feeling hungry.
and i cann0t find anything else t0 eat.
guess i'll wait f0r sch tml.

i did WAD f0r the day.
fr0m lab1 t0 4.
and i dun really uds all 0f them
thats why i think lecturers are there f0r.

time t0 g0 back t0 w0rk.
and i dunn0 why the r0om is feeling humid.
i g0t 2 fans 0n but n0 air.
..

bye~
cya peeps tmls.

2007-06-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

time t0 get s0me updating d0ne bef0re spidewebs gr0w.

yesh,
WAD.

...

s0, that f0r WAD.

girl has been saying that i feel h0t n0wadays.
i t0t its the weather.
n0pe.
im getting fever.
maybe n0t,
m0re green tea w0uld help i think.

i dunn0 h0w t0 express myself.
i think i p0sted s0mething like this be4.
my cl0sest buddies all say im like a w0oden bl0ck.
n0 expressi0n.

0h ya.
i realised i changed al0t fr0m my sec0ndary days.
i met a frd in cp t0day.
he said i dun l0ok nerd like i used t0.
and my mushr0om hair is g0ne.

then i l0ok at him.
he als0 changed. he was h0lding a pack 0f reds.
s0 i asked him when he started.

then he said
"my parents div0rced le lo, s0 i sian then"
...

last thing.
ben's english is really.
...
chinese plus english c0mb0.
and singlish t0o.
yar. tag my b0ard with all the d0ta her0 name.
i see y0u g0t that eff0rt ma.

p.s
iluvher,
and her impt is super high t0 me.
and s0rry f0r being MIA during class.
super.
y0u kn0w why i went 0ut t0 class.
and im trying t0 be a better b0y f0r y0u.

time t0 buck up 0n everything i kn0w and supp0se t0 d0.

2007-06-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

lets talk ab0ut s0mething senstive t0day.
lets talk ab0ut the m0st evil stuff in this w0rld.

its th0se paper we need everyday.
yar, its $.

we cann0t live with0ut bucks.
its a fact we have t0 f0llow.

an0ther thing.
bucks is super impt in relati0nships.
and its a pr0ve 0f man's pride i think.

i think it getting abit t0o sensitive.
but n0netheless,
lets h0pe that bucks are just s0mething extra.
l0ve has t0 be there as well.

understand?
JC and ben.
i kn0w y0u will be reading this.
haha.

a guy has t0 carry burdens 0f his 0wn.
and n0t t0 let ppl w0rry f0r him.
n0thing is m0re impt t0 a guy 0ther then his l0ved 0nes.
even if y0u w0rked y0ur life 0ut,
y0u kn0w its w0rth it.

when y0u kn0w all these things.
it time y0u bec0me fr0m a b0y, t0 a guy.

get it?
s0 if y0u get it.
g0 and sleep.
cause time is what d0esn't wait.

2007-06-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

maybe i t0t,
the past few days.
i hate been eating bread.
really bread.

h0td0g bread,
ham and cheese bread,
0tah with bread.

s0 i t0t why n0t get s0mething different t0day.
in the end,
i ate mac.
still bread.

...
t0day ERP.
n0thing t0 talk ab0ut.
what i can 0nly say is,
i didn't study hard myself.

when i was a y0ung b0y,
my father didn't take me t0 a city.
he br0ught me t0 his fact0ry.
he said n0thing and w0rked like i wasn't there.

s0meday,
i have t0 c0ntiune what he left.
thats what he wants.
and what i sh0uld d0.

i'll carry 0n.

2007-06-25T20:23:00.000+08:00

tml theres ERP test.
how i wish a cash card will just let me pass ERP.

...

0k, lame.

sh0rt sh0rt sh0rt p0st t0day.
in fact 0nly 0ne sentence.

"w0uldn't it be great if everyb0dy is dead?"

2007-06-25T00:32:00.000+08:00

sch0ol is starting in an0ther 8 h0urs 30 mins.
its h0me stay t0day.

which means i g0t my ERP 4 t0pics d0ne.
im left with 6.

strayed t0 the tv at 9 plus.
cause tv was sh0wing th0se thingy with 4 wheels.
haha.

0kie
let see,
sch is starting.
we g0t t0ns 0f tests.
pr0jects needs t0 be handed in.

and 0ur st0machs needs t0 be filled.
i d0n't intend t0 w0rk f0r next week. 0r even maybe the week after.

its h0t f0r a night like this.
feels like g0bal warming is getting w0rser.

i cann0t think 0f anything m0re t0 update.
maybe ERP was killing.

"everyb0dy has a w0rld they live in, and things that they were b0rn t0 d0."
if thats the case,
i want t0 be a racer als0.
but racers needs bucks.

n0t like y0u can get a car 0ut 0f n0where,
n0t like y0ur skills c0me fr0m anywhere.
n0t like a m0untain pass will c0me r0m anywhere.

s0 st0p dreaming, and get w0rking.
g0od night pe0ple.

2007-06-23T12:39:00.000+08:00

its sat.
and the weather is super h0t.
and its l0oks like its g0nna rain 0r s0mething.
lets h0pe it rains.

friday is learning day.
1)I g0t freaking n0 time management.
2)im a mrt idi0t.

haha.
thats explain why im falling behind all my w0rk.
and thats why i am 0nly handling things 10% well.

true en0ugh.

m0nday is be sch0ol again.
0ur s0 called study break is ending s0on.
and theres t0ns 0f things waiting when sch0ol starts.
s0,
let try t0 d0 0ur best.

i seri0usly g0t n0 m0od t0 g0 w0rk n0w.
cause i "s0rt 0f" underst0od c# and wanted t0 d0 it.
but i had t0 g0 w0rk.
and tml im be mugging wh0le day at h0me and CP.
cause the starbucks there is s0 empty.

i had my fill 0f fun yest.
t0ld ya i'll d0 t0ns 0f walking. -.-
and yesh.
i ain't a g0od b0y.
haha.

d0n't waste time away.
cause the am0unt 0f time we have left is t0o little.
we g0t t0ns 0f things t0 be d0ne
we g0t l0ts 0f tests still waiting.

take a deep breathe.
and hit it with all y0u g0t.
lets r0ll.
cya peeps 0n m0nday.
(:

2007-06-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

wednesday.

supp0sed t0 have jarics class.
but i think it was a waste 0f time.

n0thing much t0 update ab0ut t0day.
just that i have d0ne l0ts 0f walking t0day.
ha

g0od excerise.
its nearing 0ne.
and im falling asleep due t0 the ham and cheese i ate just n0w.
d0ing pr0ject in slacking m0od is g0od.
but the pr0blem is always the p0wer p0int.

tml is thursday.
im supp0sed t0 w0rk.
but i ain't g0ing.
im super tired and i g0t t0ns 0f stuffs und0ne.
my iadp is still in a mess,
my c# is n0t even started.
and s0me ppl already finished it.

3 m0re days t0 end 0f study break.
and i was h0ping f0r a l0ng time.

...
lets get this pr0ject warfare started.
and end it with a b0om.

g0od night peeps.

2007-06-19T11:08:00.000+08:00

its tuesday,
its an0ther day 0f waking up with th0se c0nstructi0n n0ises fr0m the wind0w.
and the sun shining in 0n my face.

my ro0m is in a super big mess.
the 0nly tidy part is the bed.
haha.

breakfast is still undecided.
beeh0on? 0r simply maggie again.

ever w0nder why life has n0 backspace?
i w0ndered but theres nn0 answer.
s0 why b0ther.
ha.

time t0 end this,
breakfast time!.

"have realistic expectations"
bull.

2007-06-18T11:44:00.000+08:00

its m0nday.
yar, a pathetic and l0nes0me m0nday.

wake t0 see the wh0le h0use empty.
and facing the lappy early in the m0rning.

i tried getting back 0n my feet.
these past 3 years is n0t a g0od thing either.

s0me0ne was sniping in the back 0f the bushes,
s0me0ne was giving inf0rmati0n fr0m n0where.

s0me0ne killed me fr0m behind.
s0me0ne was t0ld me t0 g0 ahead while he'll c0ver my ass.
s0,
warfare issn't any g0od anyway.
s0 i'll bl0w myself up.
and then

happy ending.

2007-06-17T11:54:00.000+08:00

s0rry guys, net wasn't with me the past with days.
ha.

the skies is super dark,
but im already awake.
s0 n0 p0int lazy in bed when i have t0 head 0ff t0 w0rk after an0ther 2 h0urs.

i hate w0rking,
seri0usly,
i have pains all 0ver my b0dy,
my kneecaps are giving way t0 my stil gr0wing fat b0dy.

and t0o much 0f pepsi and c0ke is killing me.

they say when y0ur parents div0rce,
they leave y0u s0mething.

yar, and they left me a big pink slip.
s0mething d0n't wan t0 l0ok at until i have en0ugh time.

this week is ending s0on,
and i g0t n0thing d0ne.
n0thing.

...
i g0t time.
but i g0t n0 feel.
but i kn0w its just an excuse.

lets h0pe next week i'll be able t0 get kicked and d0 my stuff.
es c# and iadp.
n0t f0rgetting ERP test.

time flies,
cause time wait f0r n0 humans,
n0t even aliens.
n0t even dumb dumbs.
n0t even zebras.

.shalityubll'i
cause it makes y0u happy.
(:

2007-06-14T16:46:00.000+08:00

in the midst 0f d0ing IADP.
and l0oking thru c#.

i f0und this.
aha.

g0 and take it if y0u have the thing.

http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=338886042745332086

okie, and my results.
wh0 will get choc0 fudge br0wnie !?

Your Score: BROWNIE BATTER!
You scored 77% SWEET, 62% CHUNKY, and 55% UNIQUE!

brownie batter ice cream with a rich brownie batter swirl

Mmmm....you are a very sweet mix indeed! You are warm, loving, and caring to all those around you, but you're not boring in the least! You have a wild streak and a creative, unique streak, too. You are a great friend, an interesting person, and you know how to have fun without ending up crouching over a toilet bowl. Nice!

2007-06-13T02:14:00.001+08:00

the stars l0ok at me, and i l0ok at them.
;

i g0t n0 life,
i guess s0.
all i d0 is w0rk and scho0l.

i eat dinner al0ne,
i watch tv al0ne
i return h0me al0ne,
and i wake up al0ne.

my h0use is empty,
fr0m the start and t0 the end.

i dun eat dinner unless i g0t the feel t0 eat.
cause i dun like the feel 0f having t0 wake up early in the m0rning,
buy bee h0on and eat in fr0nt my lapt0p watching initial d 0r bleach.
then wait till night and buy rice up and stare at my lapt0p 0nce again.

i stare at my lapt0p alm0st everyday.
its either i l0ok at msn, 0r friendster.
but im getting b0red 0f it n0wadays.
cause i c0uldn't 0nline,
cause i g0t n0 internet.
and i have 0 friends that are happening en0ugh.

all they kn0w is DOTA, and m0re DOTA.

welc0me t0 MY life.
all the happiness fr0m my life is that little.
all fr0m HER,
and my sn0opy wrapped bed.

2007-06-13T02:14:00.000+08:00

2007-06-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

here i am,
unable t0 sleep.

i st0le the net fr0m my br0ther after he slept.
luckily he didn't l0ck the r0om.

l0oked a0urnd f0und 0ut i need t0 d0 s0me things in my ro0m.
its in a t0tal mess,
my dad laid a red carpet 0n the fl0or at my r0und,
and i was w0ndering where he g0t it fr0m.

0k, saturday was a ... very busy day,
the w0rkplace was packed with pe0ple,
and queues never ended until cl0sing time,
and all 0f us had n0 dinner.

and i had t0 retain my calm after being sc0lded by cust0mers,
w0rds like
"stupid y0u!"
"bl0ody hell"
...
i w0rk f0r a living,
n0t f0r sc0ldings.

s0 we stayed after 11 t0 have dinner.
fried rice and ben&jerrys
[bec0s 0ur manager struck 4d i guess]

s0rry t0 miss shimin f0r n0t g0ing t0 her party,
cause it was t0o late and i was very tired.
and i smelt super smelly.
ha.

its tuesday already,
and the h0lidays started.
i guess its time i get s0me things d0ne.

g0od night pe0ple.
and have a g0od rest f0r week 11.
im g0nna d0wnl0ad cart0ons t0 acc0mpany me f0r breakfast tml.
ha.
(:
s0rry girl;
ha.
life with0ut crabs is b0ring,
=p

2007-06-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

first things first;
i dunn0 ab0ut mr jarics make-up class,
but y0ur chairman hadi will g0 and check it 0ut.

ha.

sec0ndly,
questi0ns.
why d0 crabs appear f0m st0nes and walk striaght?

answer?
n0b0dy kn0ws.

thirdly.
its STUDY BREAK!

its time t0 earn bucks and settle IADP.
yar,
my pr0jects sucks t0 the c0re.
s0,
w0rk hard everyb0dy.

ytd was a super friday.
..
c#?
i guess its passable.
SE?
dead.
6 SHORT questions.
h0w "sh0rt" it is -.-
10 marks f0r 5 answers.
that kick me right in the face.
meaning i g0t to study so0n,
and st0p trying t0 earn m0re bucks.

s0 its a saturday t0day,
and its shimin's birthday party.
s0 everyb0dy please have fun t0day,
i'll g0 i guess,
but 0vernight cycling ...
might c0nsider.
haha
...

p0pc0rns never end (:
and
g0od m0rning rahs!~

2007-06-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

While waiting f0r my Mac spicy t0 c0me,
and stuck in the middle 0f the class diagrams.

what d0 i d0?

bl0g.

t0day.
eh,
...

n0thing much.
but,
i f0und a br0ther in class la.
like h0w miss serene has a twin sister.

i f0und my twin br0ther in class t0day.
i dun want t0 wear white and black lia0.
JC!
i kn0w y0u might be reading this.
i gif that patternt t0 y0u la.

...
during these 3 d0ts.
i wasted 15 mins and stare at the screen.

MY MAC.
YESH.

im 0ff t0 dinner!
(:
my heart is n0t here. its there.

2007-06-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

n0,

n0 m0re DOTA.
seri0usly rahs.

i sucks at it.
and i d0n't like the feel 0f l0sing.
ha-

0k, t0day.
was a hungry day.

i didn't eat en0ugh f0r the wh0le day.
dinner was a tad t00 little.
haha.

n0w im tempted t0 g0 buy f0od fr0m 7-11.
but im left with 2 bucks -.-

pay day !
if pay dun c0me tml,
= im dead tml.

haha-
time t0 bath!
and eat maggie!

g0od night pe0ple.
ha-
am i dumb 0r what? -.-

2007-06-04T01:14:00.000+08:00

i bl0gging.

with the machine machine rumbling with the spinning.
the water heater dripping.

its n0t a hectic day t0day.
but i think the w0rk was enuff t0 make me sweat like hell.
i feel a headache c0ming.

but i guess dinner s0lved it.
lucky theres a small car t0 drive us back t0night.
0therwise i w0uld have reach h0me later then i t0t.

i heard a saying t0day,
i think its dumb,
but i think its w0rth listening anyway.

"the numbers 0f stars y0u see in the sky everyday, is the am0unt 0f c0nfidence y0u have in y0urself"

i didn't see stars t0day =/
well,

the nights is falling,
the cl0uds are drifting.

and i br0ught my dreamland ticket,
h0w b0ut y0u ?
(:

2007-06-03T02:49:00.000+08:00

i all al0ne in the h0use.

but its g0od.
i get t0 0n my airc0n,
and sleep with0ut ppl disturding me.

t0day was a busy day.
s0 busy t0 the extent 0f that i and many pe0ple didn't have much dinner.
s0 i decided t0 have supper after w0rk.

tml is sunday,
family day.
busy day.

and Jap 0ral test ,
BPO,
is 0n m0nday.

and i didn't get 0ff f0r next week!
but i said i dun wan t0 w0rk.
s0 i g0t n0 ch0ice but t0 w0rk 0n wednesday.

the m0on is nice t0day.
and im starting t0 get sick 0f the numbers.
dunn0 why,
i dun feel like d0ing numbers n0wadays.

maybe things started t0 appear m0re and m0re well.
better.

its alm0st 3am.
and u-f0 needs t0 sleep t0o.
ya kn0w.

g0od night ppl :)
and g0od night garfield .
ha.

2007-06-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

its a great day in sch0ol t0day.

[ that is - the c# test and the "ice skating" ]

i think i never sat d0wn be4 with raven and had a k0pi sessi0n be4.
imagine.
mr ben sitting ther act c0ol,
JC laming ar0und.
c0lin .. dunn0 what he w0uld d0.

n0 fun.
ha.

i guess the 5 is the 0nly 0nes that can g0 crazy 0ver t0pic.
t0pics that c0nsist 0f themselves.
haa.

laughing at 0ne and 0ther.
and then taking n0 0ffence at each 0thers w0rds.
thats what i call, "k0pi sessi0n"

its a great dinner rahs.
after that dumb c#.

i want t0 race 0nce m0re with that guy.
because i needed t0 kn0w h0w much i impr0ved.
0r im just still smelling his exhaust fumes.

its late.
and im seri0usly t0o relax afte that sessi0n.
s0 i guess i'll talk u-f0 language tml.
and study BPO.
ha.

g0od night ~
aliens,
u-f0,
and garfield.
(:

2007-05-31T22:10:00.000+08:00

it week7,
and time is flying past like its g0ing f0r the GSS.

tml is 0op.

and i finally kn0w h0w much i suck at
WAD
IADP.

n0pe,
seeing me t0 be the first t0 leave the test venue d0esn't mean that i am d0ne with the test.
its 0nly means that i dunn0 h0w t0 d0,
0r i simply g0t n0 m0od t0 d0 it.

week8,
let r0ll.

dun think.
cause.
il0vey0u,
y0ul0veme.
y0uhateme,
il0vey0u.
simple.
(:

2007-05-30T00:55:00.000+08:00

im s0rry.

f0r?

falling asleep while talking t0 her.
n0t 1 time, but 2.

ha.

im awake f0r 15 h0urs f0r t0day.
and im sleeping at the living r0om again.

tml WAD test.
..
i think.
ah.
f0rget it -.-

g0od luck t0 my class.
and dun pull y0ur hair tml.
ha.

2007-05-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

im settling s0mething maj0r tml.

i remember telling a pers0n in class this 0ne sentence.
"y0u lighted the candle, s0 its 0nly waiting t0 be burnt 0ut"

as i update this bl0g,
im thinking.

thinking ab0ut s0me stuffs that happened.
h0w i met this particular pers0n.
h0w i fell int0 the river with this particular pers0n.
h0w i always stand by this particular pers0n.

if life is a gamble.
im g0nna take a gamble.

i admit;
i did c0untless numbers ever since f0r this particular pers0n.
and i admit;
i start d0ing the numbers ever since this particularr left me al0ne f0r that sh0rt while.

but l0oks like this river is that big.
its s0 big until y0u cann0t miss it.

ever th0ught 0f g0ing t0 sch0ol,
sitting in a c0rner,
then a pers0n c0mes and acc0mpany y0u ?

s0me pe0ple might get what i mean.

i never wanted t0 leave y0u fr0m the start.
0r m0re0ver,
i didn't want t0 try leaving y0u.
even when i tried t0 turn int0 a devil,
trying s0 hard t0 make y0u hate me.
y0u didn't.

thats all i needed.

lets end this tiny little chess.
im g0nna c0ntiune with the 0rignal chess game.
im g0nna try and put back the piece t0 where they were 0nce bef0re.

lets d0 it.
number 20 is 0n its way.
and i pr0mise.
its g0nna be the final c0unt d0wn.

2007-05-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

the past tw0 w0rking days are.

hell.

sh0rtage 0f staffs.
t0o much w0rk.

..

i suddenly felt that this job is n0t f0r humans.
ha-

tml is BPO test,
0r it can be c0unted as t0day.
and theres this jap test.

s0 i guess i w0uld be sleeping any early t0night.
and i need a bath,
and i need dinner.

i dun need the fumes i guess,
cause im 0nly left with number 1.
and im g0nna use number 1 tml.

s0 dun be t0o sh0cked if im missing during break time.
ha -

g0od luck t0 my class f0r tml test.
and g0od night (:

2007-05-26T10:55:00.000+08:00

Dear Mum,

im s0rry t0 let y0u kn0w ab0ut the fact i have been d0ing n0wadays.
in fact , f0r the past few m0nths.

i always th0ught 0f myself as a g0od b0y,
wh0 listen and 0beys.

but n0w,
i cann0t s0lve my 0wn pr0blems,
cann0t think 0f any s0luti0ns.

i am l0st in a T intersecti0n.
dunn0 which way t0 turn.

and im falling behind in sch0ol.
im tired 0f having t0 d0 s0me stuffs.

n0w,
im just an0ther useless b0y,
carry burdens 0n my 0wn back.
n0t even trying t0 c0nfine in anyb0dy.

im s0rry,

deeply.

if 0nly my mum can read english.

im feeling restless and tired.
im having aches all 0ver me.

and h0w i wish a car can just ram 0ver me and let me die.
simply because life is s0 hard t0 take.

s0meb0dy,
anyb0dy.

please guide my way.
back t0 where i bel0nged.

i watch smallville this m0rning.
"life will find a balance"
"even if y0u are able t0 amend this, s0mething else will still happen"

if i had the crystal.
i w0uld g0 back,
and amend things i sh0uld have just left there.
and c0ntiune with life.

2007-05-25T00:23:00.000+08:00

i have t0ns 0f pain in m b0dy right n0w,

lets list it d0wn.

head
: t0o much thinking + REDs.

hands
: cracking fr0m pain and weight.

legs
:kn0cked my knee against the chair.

t0es
:its s0rt 0f "stucked" f0r a min.

neck
:pill0w t0o flat.

s0rethr0at
:t0o much choc0s.

and theres 0ne m0re final 1.
nah,
lets just leave it.

finally,
a n0rmal day.

time f0r friday.
a day f0r IADP,
Software,
c#.

lets zzz ~

2007-05-24T01:34:00.000+08:00

here i am,
waiting f0r my cl0thes t0 was finish.

its an0ther 0f th0se,
i y0u,
him her,
mr miss,
days.

i passed my BTT this m0rning.
and i applied f0r the FTT 0n july.

and interestingly.
i spent t0ns 0f bucks t0day 0n f0od and entertainment.
s0 i guess im g0nna be a bit br0ke this week.

my eyes are cl0sing s0on.
but the washing time is still left with 11 mins.

my bud just br0ke up with his gf.
that his part 0f sad st0ry.

and things are getting c0mplicated.
im just g0nna sit back and slack.

the executive way.

2007-05-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

im tired after l0oking at the wh0le b0ok f0r BTT.

i want t0 sleep.

g0od night.

2007-05-21T19:00:00.000+08:00

its like a w0lf crying 0ut t0 the m0on,
a star hiding behind the cl0uds.

seems likes a leaf dangling 0n a tree,
the fl0wer petals hanging.

feels like a piece 0f glass shattering,
a a brick hitting 0n the t0e.

as the skies turn,
as the cl0ud pass,
as the m0on rev0lves.

all i c0uld d0,

all i ever knew,

carry th0se stuffs.
what an awful day at scho0l.
l0oks like im still t0o y0ung.

2007-05-21T01:29:00.000+08:00

0k, i f0und s0mething m0re addictive then s0me things i have been d0ing.

i c0nsider it the next stage 0f addicti0n.

m0re w0rse then anything.

th0se little lights aren't g0od en0ugh t0 destress.
i f0und the current thing im d0ing is much m0re better,
and has m0re kick.

what is it?
im scared the the p0lice might just check me 0ne day and bring me t0 the stati0n..

this.
the name 0f it is there,
s0 i need t0 say n0 m0re

but wait.
g0od things c0me in pairs.
s0,

...
i need a sp0on n0w.
(:

2007-05-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

is the w0rlding spinning ?

maybe it is .
because time passed like ... fast.

week5.

IADP.
SE.
C#.

JAP.

thats all i can[n0t] think n0w.

-
life is c0mplicated.
life is hard.

undertanding is n0t needed between pe0ple.
acceptance is what is m0st imp0rtant.

"i want t0 live like calvin, being with h0bbe. like this w0rld 0nly c0nsist 0f us.
facing h0mew0rk and having a mum and dad nagging me.
having a t0y that c0mes t0 life at night and acc0mpanies me t0 sleep."

thats all a dream.

2007-05-17T01:06:00.000+08:00

in the midst 0f trying t0 figure 0ut what tml's test i g0ing t0 be ab0ut.

i t0t.

1: whats the chapter f0r the test.
2:MCQ, SAQ ?
3:Supper.

...
well,
i'll just eat a fish tml.
maybe a healthy b0iled 0ne will d0.
(:

2007-05-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

i bl0g t0 inf0rm myself 0f w0nderful news.

my h0use has a new member.

its name is
:sharp.

A TV.

w0w.
i w0nder h0w l0ng this tv and tahan under the t0rture 0f vietnam high pitch s0ngs and blasting 0f l0cal tv drama.

g0od night ~

2007-05-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

in response t0 a pers0n trying t0 is0late.

im g0nna c0py y0ur style.

understand?

g0 hug y0ur garfield.

2007-05-12T12:49:00.000+08:00

0k,
i changed the c0rrect name lia0 , miss Pauline.
-.-

ytd night was a ...
super.

t0o super.
...

i went t0 the w0rkplace with at least 40 b0oks 0f c0mics.
then i wasn't expecting a car t0 sent me h0me.

s0,
there were 3 guys and 1 girl in the car,
then we were travelling like 60km/h.
because the driver wanted t0 send the girl h0me safely.

after we send the girl back.
s0mething maj0r happen.

suddenly,
the wind screens r0lled d0wn,
sm0kes appeared.

the tiny little JB car r0ared.
practically.
...

0k,
s0 i guess i haben been sitting in a tiny car travelling at 120km/h.
s0 its "g0t kick".

then,
when y0u have a car and a driver with a sm0ke.
what will y0u end up with?

battling pick-ups with 0ther drivers at traffic light.
imagine.

s0meb0dy driving a t0y0ta c0r0lla.
r0lled d0wn his wind screen and tells y0u t0 start after 5 sec0nds.
w0oh0o.

reminds me 0f the passing thru 2 l0rries during the game in the afterno0n.

BUT WAIT.
theres m0re.

we f0und a scropion in the w0rkplace t0day.
s0 the frd 0f mine wants t0 bring it h0me.

it was put in a plastic b0x with alumium f0il c0vering it.
we went t0 have c0ffee chit chat sessi0n f0r ar0und 1 h0ur.
then when we came back, the scrp was GONE.

yesh its in the CAR.
we search until ar0und 130 am and i t0ld them t0 drive t0 my h0use first.
its 0nli5 mins -.-

then they started t0 take 0ut the seats and anything that is .. rem0vable.
...
but stil n0 sign.

i did number 7 that night.
cause it was really b0ring and i can't help anyway.
haha-

but in the end they decided t0 risk their life and g0 back t0 JB.
ha.

m0ral 0f a st0ry.
2 m'sia and 1 sg guys.
=
t0tal hav0c and speed.

140km! when can i d0 it ?

2007-05-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

i give a s0luti0n t0 all the p0rblems.

just stay where y0u all are.
l0ok ar0und.
these faces are n0t g0nna last y0ur thru y0ur wh0le life.
its just this 3 years.
things c0me and g0.
if it g0es,
let it g0.

why b0ther t0 make y0urselves angry and making all the wrinkles c0me 0ut?
n0 reas0n right ?
s0,
enj0y y0ur life with whats left in it.
n0t happy ?
let it 0ut.
happy ?
let it 0ut.
sh0w h0w mentally y0ur str0ng.
h0w s0me things d0n't affect y0ur life.

even if y0u are f0rced t0 a c0rner.
remember ,
y0u still can climb.

thats all i g0nna say.
war is n0t ab0ut winning.
its ab0ut h0w y0u fight the war.

divided it might be.
s0me things cann0t c0 - exist t0gether.
dr0p it and just think 0f it as an0ther piece 0f inf0rmat0n passing thru y0ur ear.

0r be like me.
jump ar0und like a crazy m0nkey,
behaving like a kid.

i feel m0re happy that way,
rather t0 sit d0wn and think .

g0od night.
~

2007-05-08T23:51:00.000+08:00

0k.

lets d0 s0mething adn0rmal t0day.

lets align the f0nt t0 the right .

life is s0 interesting.
this "m0vie" which i previewed t0day is t0tally 0ut 0f my exectations.
but sinces i br0ught a ticket.
might as well finish it.

s0,
i wait f0r this st0ry t0 be unf0ld.
i see war raging in a data w0rld.
i w0uldn't be surprised if a chair might just fly and hit s0meb0dy.

s0,just let it 0ut.
all the anger trapped inside is 0nly g0nna make ppl m0re angry.
i dun mind t0 be a sandbag.

s0~
full shift tml.

the end ~
(:

2007-05-07T23:52:00.000+08:00

in midst 0f msn c0nversati0ns
[which 0nly g0t 2 ]

i was watching the final fantasy 7 : Advent children.
and Bleach .

b0ring and humid night.
im listening t0 pe0ple's st0ry.
im w0ndering ab0ut my 0wn.

heard that a sh0w is g0nna start.
i want the fr0nt r0w seat.

arh.
wh0 cares.
my BTT is c0ming -.-
23 may -.- l0l -